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 Hey guys!! Woah! Guys? Let me start that again...

 Hey lovelies :) how you all diddling? Another week has passed, not long till Halloween, what are you all dressing up as to go to all those cool parties? I won't be going to any doos but I might have a play around with face painting because it's pretty cool! 

 I am listening to Saves The Day - At Your Funeral, I heard it on Kerrang today and thought it was really good and I was sure I recognised it but wasn't 100% sure so I've Googled it and it was released back in 2001!! I have a good memory but not that good. Anyway it's a catchy song but after reading the lyrics it's a bit...interesting, I leave that one in your own hands to whether or not you listen to it. 

 Well...I'm not far away from having a total of 5000 views on my blog woop woop thank you all for reading and I welcome any newbies to my blog, hello nice to meet you I'm Beth blah blah blah. I LOVE WRITING MY BLOG. Writing everything I write is so refreshing and helps me say things that I'm not comfortable saying out loud and I hope it's refreshing for you guys to read, it may all be a bit of gibberish but hey why not? 

 This week I received a letter in the post for a referral to an EYE SPECIALIST, I never even knew I was being referred but I'm pretty happy that I have been as they might be able to figure out where this dizziness stems from. In December it will be a year of being dizzy whizzy! Although some of you may think I've always been that way, cheeky! So that appointment is in November so fingers crossed for me :)

 In other news, I'm £1 away from reaching £200 for the 10K I am doing in June, if you would like to donate a £1 or any other amount I will be forever grateful :) Thank you if you do but I understand if you don't want to or can't right now. 
https://www.justgiving.com/B-Aboe-Howlett/

My Dad got some Arsenal bits and bobs from his family and work colleagues so I just wanted to share the picture we got of him today wearing his new Arsenal hat. His best friend from down south actually contacted Arsenal and they are hopefully sending him some signed photos etc so just waiting on those but I'm pretty sure that will make him a very happy chappy :D

 I really wish he wasn't ill...

 I'm now listening to My Chemical Romance - The Ghost of You, I'm reliving my teens people!! I was a very different person back then, my next blog I will post so many pics of me generally changing as I grew up and I'll write a bit about how I was back then too.

 As well as saving for a house I am now aiming to save up for a Canon camera so that I can take lots of pictures and have decent content for my blogs, by the way...what did you think of my last one? It was different but did you like it? Shall I do others similar to that?

 Anyway, tomorrow night me and Rob are going to see JAKE BUGG woop very excited for that because I just love that guy! I won't be standing in the mist of the crowd because of you know my dizziness and stuff so we are hopefully going to get a seat, otherwise I'll be standing against a wall, I know I'm tall but I want a decent view of him. And in November we are going to the HARRY POTTER STUDIOS WOOP, I am ridiculously excited for that I can't begin to explain. 


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Myself and my brother and his girlfriend where looking at some pictures earlier and this one of my Mum and Dad popped up and even though they divorced back in like 1992 I think they looked so happy! It's crazy how lives change and how people change and things happen but that is life and whatever happens in your life makes you into the person you are. We are all constantly changing and developing and learning from mistakes or challenges we have been faced with. Human beings are not weak, human beings are the strongest creations in this world.

Much love
Beth xx

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