Update on life: Friendships, Christmas, Dad and Scrabble

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My dear dear loves, its FOUR days till Christmas, I think this may be my last blog before Christmas, I'm undecided if it will be my last blog of December though, I think I'll write one more after this then that's me done for 2014!!

I am currently listening to McBusted, I bloody love this band!! I loved Busted back in the day then instantly fell in love with Mcfly when they rocked up so this combination is just awesome!! Rob won't take me to see them though and that makes me so so sad. Everyone go tell him he needs to take me to their tour please. 

Anyway, fancy an update on my life? Yes you say? Well okay then...

I never updated you guys about my dizziness, after seeing the Neurologist and realising that although my brain is pretty simple it's actually perfectly fine and is not causing the dizziness. He did say that the theory on it being caused by strong lighting is a possibility but he couldn't say because he's not an eye specialist. After leaving there I thought that was me done and dusted but oh no I got a letter to see a eye specialist only to be told that, again, my eyes are perfectly fine. SO as this week marks a YEAR since the dizziness started I am still none the wiser to what the heck causes it. I'm obviously an odd bod who's body doesn't like lights and I will have continue down the path of dizziness until one day it stops. Can we all collectively at this point go URGH!!??!! 

I'm still pretty obsessed with watching YouTube all the time. That's what I was doing before this and I imagine after a game of Scrabble that's what I'll continue to do. Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to my life :)

This week two things lovely happened 1. I was invited to my friend's wedding next year which fills me with happiness because when exciting and amazing things are happening for people I care about it makes me happy, makes me realise just how amazing life is :D and 2. I had a fantastic catch up with another old friend who up until a few months ago we hadn't seen/spoke in about 3 years! How mental is that?? But it was great, I'm glad we can laugh about things now and I really hope we have more catch ups and fun times, because we had some belting times back in 2007 *chuckles* :D 

I received TWO really lovely surprises this week too, the first was a donation on my Just Giving page from a complete stranger who must have read some of my previous blog posts and it was just amazing to see if I'm honest and the little message she left me on the page too was very nice to read. If you happen to be reading this, thank you x
The second lovely surprise was receiving a Christmas card/slip from my cousin, her partner and their little boy, who by the way looks absolutely adorable!! The card had a really kind supportive message on the back of it and it just means so much because it was unexpected yet very meaningful. Thank you xxx

All of the presents I have bought have been given out now, Rob has guessed most of his (I ain't happy). My Mum is going to Scotland for Christmas so I really hope she has a nice time and I hope it doesn't snow because I miss her too much when I know she's longer than 20 minutes away. Rob asked Dad today if he wanted him to stay with me on Christmas day when I go and see him and he told him to stay which was nice to hear :D I'm not going to lie my loves, it's going to be a difficult one...this will be the first time I will be spending some time with my Dad on Christmas day and to say it bluntly, more than likely the only Christmas I will spend with him which makes me happy because I'll be seeing him but it makes me incredibly sad also. It's going to be very bitter sweet but I'll enjoy it as much as I can my loves. 

Anyway I'm off to play Scrabble. 

Merry Christmas lovelies, have the best celebrations possible and cherish every moment of it. Eat as much chocolate as humanly possible and no arguing!!

Much love
Beth xxx

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