Hey... It seems this blog is getting a lot of attention recently. I honestly don't know how or why, I don't even know how people view it if they don't know me personally. I just wanna say, thank you for reading. It means a lot. This blog is coming up to be 10 years old. I started it when my Dad was dying as an outlet really. I would write about him, what was going on, how I was feeling etc etc. It kinda just continued that way for a while. I'd find that when I was struggling I'd come here, post a post and I was able to move on. Its why the majority of my posts are pretty downcast. My little mind isn't always the kindest to me. I last posted on here in December (I have since unpublished this post) because I was in something that was tricky. The last 3 months have been up and down but a corner has been turned and I'm feeling more positive. Which believe me I'm so happy about! I'm not sure if I'll post again anytime soon but please know despite my
147 . I love the smell of freshly cut grass I love when cherry blossom trees bloom I love when old couples hold hands I love when men show their vulnerability I love people who are creative I love seeing people with their own styles I love when people are passionate about things I stupidly love teen rom com movies and programmes because they warm my heart I love the idea of a soul friend, more than a best friend I love the idea of being in a group of ride or die friends I love when people are supportive, understanding and caring I love music that has a story I love candid photographs I love real physical photographs I love memories I love when people can see beauty beyond the obvious I love when you listen to a song 100 times on repeat because it perfectly sums you up in that moment I love the fictional love story I write in my mind I love seeing genuine joyous reactions from people I love so much I wrote this list to remind myself that when my brain can on