Bethlett .

51. Hello my loves, I know I know, it feels like forever! After my post 50 my mind has been a little bit all over the place... Firstly though let me just tell you who I'm listening too, James Bay, he is without a doubt becoming one of my favourite singers! I'm listening to the song Let It Go and NO it's not a cover of that bloody Frozen song! But please please go listen to him, he's slightly beautiful. I'm sitting here with my super duper lovely blanket wrapped around me to keep me warm but I find, I don't know if others will as well but I get all snuggled and warm and then all of a sudden I become so uncomfortable I need to move meaning the blanket moves and I become cold again, or I end up needing a wee *giggle*.  So, I guess I should explain my absence? Post 50 was pretty intense and open for me to write, giving you all an update on Dad, well a few people told me that it upset them, or it made them cry etc and I felt bad for doing that. I never want w...

50. Hello my loves. WOW we've made it to the fiftieth blog post, if you're reading this one and you've read all of the ones before, thank you for sticking with me and my public diary entries. If you are new to my posts then Hello and welcome to my life, my little world of, well, I'm not to sure...this. I'm listening and watching Sia - Elastic Heart, I absolutely love this song and I love the video! It's so incredibly powerful , I watch it without knowing what it is that is keeping me so drawn to it (maybe Shia's body...) but seriously please go and watch it, don't read the comments of the video if it's the first time you're watching it and let me know what you believe it is portraying. I won't tell you what I believe because I don't want my view to alter what you may initially feel.      I feel like it might be a good time to update you guys on my Dad. By the way, everything I write is solely my feelings and from my point of vie...

49. Dear you, my love... Today marks our one year wedding anniversary. We got married on the 10th January 2014 at 1 o'clock. A day that will forever fill my heart with pure joy and love.  We met in August 2008 and from that first day of meeting we practically became inseparable. I became your girlfriend on the 27th of that month, the day after my 18th birthday and you have made me the happiest person ever :)  In 2012 I 'accidentally' found my engagement ring at the bottom of the wardrobe. It was perfect and I couldn't wait until the day you wanted to ask me to be your wife.  In May 2013 we went to Florida, my first ever holiday abroad, we went to Disneyland and the Universal Studios, we didn't go on many rides because I am a pansy when it comes to rides, but we still had a really nice time. On our final night in Kissimmee we went and watched the fireworks and illuminations at Disney which were so unbelievably incredible. By this point you h...

48. You are a beautiful, beautiful person.  You are inspirational.  You have such strength.  You are powerful.  You are loyal. You speak only the truth. You will always be there. You are supportive. You teach wisdom. You have struggled. You have survived. You have fought. You have won. You are one of a kind. You are unique. You are loved. You are you. You are my rock. You listen. You advise. You get stressed. But, you stay true. You, are, amazing! You are my Mother You are my best friend I love you Mum <3 Much love, Beth xxx

47.   We aren't perfect people But we are beautiful We may not be smart But we aren't stupid We may look down But we should stand tall We may feel lonely But we're not alone We may have wobbly bits But we should feel confident in our own skin We may not rule this earth But we rule our happiness We may have outrageous dreams But we can make them reality We may doubt ourselves But we'll grow confidence We may make mistakes But we learn from them We are only human But humans are amazing beings Much love Beth xxx