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Hello my loves! I need to start off by saying that Sam Smith is one of the most beautiful singers out there at the moment, every song I have heard of his so far I can relate to in some way or another. Dear sir I wait for the day until I can see you perform live. 

Anyhoo, there is no real thought behind this blog, I just really like blogging and wanted to say hello :)

Today three big things happened:
1. I got my tattoo extended on my forearm and it looks incredible, well to me it does anyway.
2. I got a wig-slash!
3. I saw an old friend :D

Yes lots of people get tattoo'd, I love having tattoos and adding more and more but each time I get myself in a tizz about how I'll cope with the pain. I cope absolutely fine when it's happening but this morning I woke up at 7ish because I was THAT nervous about it. Silly me!! I got two orchids on my forearm to go with the rest of the flower collection that's building up. I plan to carry on getting bits and bobs added to my arm to eventually make a full sleeve, I just can't afford to do it all in one go and there is no way I'd be able to handle the pain.

Music change - Ariana Grande - Problem *shoulder dancing*

Ah the hairdressers...my least favourite place. It's not them, its me (sounds like a relationship break up) it involves too many things I try to avoid, small talk, strangers, having my head touched by a stranger etc etc. I choose not to go to the hairdressers because of these things but it was time, my hair was beginning to look like Hagrids from Harry Potter and lets face it that's not a good look for anyone! I ploughed through though, I sat there awkwardly trying to think of things to say but all I could think was 'this is awkward, this is really awkward.' and I now no longer have Hagrid hair :D 

While waiting for Rob to get the ticket at the car-park a very good friend of mine walked by who I've not seen in a good few years now and it was lovely to see him. We all rush around living our busy lives we often drift from those we were really close too but every time I ever see him it's like we spoke yesterday! It was a lovely lovely surprise to see him.

So yeah, that was my day I hope you've all had a nice day IT'S NOW THE WEEKEND WOO!! 

Much love
Beth x

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